Just brooding and dwelling on my loose contemplation ,wanted to share my thoughts here with you:
As a “learner” of english at this stage (assuming I’m not getting my feet wet and already gained “some” both oral and mental fluency in english , I daresay it) I’m asking myself a seemingly ludicrous and farcical question( which has surely been permeating many mine-like minds ) :
What more can I do to make my speech flow as though it was the wind rustled the leaves or the water rippled down the pane ( with a tinge of poetical sarcasm towards myself here:)
Given that I ma not exposed to english on a daily basis and it’s just unfeasible to chat with a native as much as I wish I could? I seem not to have been devoided of zeal and impetus towards the “excellence”. I’m not a lazy lame-head either .:) But I find it extremely difficult though, to reach a desired equilibrium in speech,so to speak,to gain that lightness, that plainess , that pelluciditry if you like, and so forth.
Am I the only one who is grappling in his futile quest to dispense with this unpleasant “proclivity” to fumble helplessly for words , to freeze all of a sudden as that carthorse dragging a hackneyd carriage on a bumpy cobbled road ?
I understand that there’s no simple answer to this question and the best thing may be just to let “nature” take it’s course.:)